| fxck. |
[19 Feb 2007|08:23pm] |
i looked at kuya jeff's multiply and i saw pics from mom's bday, new year, and wsseai's anniv.
and cos im here, i missed all of them.
fuck.
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| confusion. |
[19 Feb 2007|06:51pm] |
i know its been a while since i posted here.
and since not everyone knows i have this blog, i feel thats its safer to blog here... for now.
everything sucks.
just when i thought that everything was working out, just when i thought that everything was finally falling into place,
i realize how wrong i was.
and how worse things got.
ayoko na. i just wanna forget EVERYTHING.
sana ganun lang kadali.
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| stupid. |
[07 Feb 2007|02:35am] |
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ang tanga mo, mariel.
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| tangina. gusto ko na magdebut. |
[29 May 2006|11:32pm] |
gusto ko ng macbook, ng altec lansing speakers na portable para sa iPod ko, ng maliit na digicam, ng bagong phone.
tangina.
sana lang makarating itong wishlist ko sa parents ko, relatives, at iba pang bisita. tangina.
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| rawr. |
[21 May 2006|07:50pm] |
will somebody please, please, please...
drown me in alcohol?
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| one tree hill. |
[07 May 2006|10:50pm] |
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sometimes people disappoint you.
but you never really get to know them until you listen to what is in their hearts.
there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world.
some are running scared,
some are coming home,
some are fighting for truth,
others are not facing it.
some tell lies to make it thru the day.
some are evil men at war with good,
and some are good struggling with evil.
hold on to what you have cos you never know when you might lose that special 1.
six billion people,
six billion souls...
but sometimes,
all you need is 1.
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| iskolar.. |
[05 May 2006|11:36pm] |
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can i just say how much i miss the orig iskolar people? (well, at least the ones who were there when i joined..) i hope you guys get to read this.. :)
the boys...
TERRY- you made me cry. :| katulad ng matagal ko nang sinabi sayo, ikaw ang dahilan kung bakit ako napasali sa partido. at ngayon, unti-unti ko nang naiintindihan kung gaano kasakit at kahirap iwanan ang isang bagay na itinayo, pinaghirapan, minahal, at pinaniwalaan mo.
ARMAND- ang aking kuya sa partido. haha. grabe, finally, totoong kapatid na kita. :) salamat sa lahat ng naitulong mo samin nung hirap na hirap na kami. salamat sa pagbibigay ng lakas samin, sa patuloy na pagtiwala sa kakayahan namin even when everyone else says otherwise.
RAYMOND- wag ka na. di ka pa naman graduate eh. haha. madami-daming yosi pa ang pagsasaluhan natin.
JOSH- the great line. :D mahal kita, alam mo un dba? kaya alam ko naiintindihan mo lahat ng mga nangyari. kinailangan ko umalis para sa patuloy na din na pagunlad ng sarili ko, at pati na rin ng partido. joshie, ikaw na halos ang naging iskolar nung elections. and it wasnt fair. a lot of things happened the way they shouldnt have. but you didnt let me down, joshie. and nothing with you is unforgivable. okay? :)
the girls naman...
KITCHIE- ang espiya! grabe. sobrang sisi ko na naniwala pa ako sa kanila without even hearing your side. sana naman nakabawi na ako sa kasalanang yun. ate kitch, alam niyo naman siguro na malaki ang pasasalamat ko na kahit umalis na kayo ng partido, andun pa din ung paniniwala niyo (natin) sa prinsipyo. naiba na nga lang talaga ng paraan para maisabuhay ang mga un.
JOYCE- mommy joyce! ang besprend nila elsi. hehehe!! mommy sobrang salamat sa tiwala mo sken.. alam ko na hindi tama na iwan ko ung partido, but this is just something i have to do. lahat na halos ng hirap ng partido since sumali ako, napagsaluhan natin. sana mapagpatuloy pa rin natin ang paglilingkod kahit hindi na nakakulong sa partido...
sa "orig" na iskolar na tinanggap, pinaniwalaan, at minahal ako,
SALAMAT.
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[05 May 2006|09:59pm] |
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a few years ago, i told myself that the person who'd give me pink roses would be the one for me.
well...
someone did, and guess what?
HE WASNT THE ONE FOR ME.
so yeah.
screw signs.
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so anyway, ramona (my 11 year old cousin) and i were bonding over TV, cola, pillows, and tongits. what a fucking day. we watched no-brainers, sang songs from sound of music, and said "fucking bitches" a whole lot. hahaha. oh, and we kept on imitating maja (?) from maalaala mo kaya last night. grabe. fucking bitches. hahahahaha.
"screw love and everything that goes with it."
hahaha. am i in love right now???
wahahahahahaha.
you'll find out soon enough. =P
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oh btw, im GROUNDED. i cant go out, i cant use the phone (without my mom standing right next to me.), i dont have my globe line anymore, im flat broke, gaaaaaah. kill me now.
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i miss being with people.
i miss my brods, sisses, iskolar people, blockmates, and my BESSIES. :(
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bez, sorry na talaga. nothing bad happened to me. trust me. im OKAY. wag ka na magalit.. its been over a month.. BATI NA TAYO, ha?? iloveyouteddy. :)
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[30 Apr 2006|09:05pm] |
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"I don't know what your destiny will be, but one thing I do know: the only ones among you who will be really happy are those who have sought and found how to serve."
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| maturity. |
[29 Apr 2006|11:52pm] |
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"most of the time we need other people to show us what we've taken for granted."
-from the great philosopher named brod Ed. haha. :D
Isang umaga muling aahon
At sisikat sa mga panahon
Na tayong pang dalawa
Masayang pagsasama...
btw, since multiply is fucked up and all.. you can go look at my pics HERE.
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| i am antisocial right now. |
[29 Apr 2006|09:05pm] |
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1.Ako ay si
_mariel josine david-ORTON.
2. Sabi nila
_maganda daw ako..
3.Sabi ko naman
_thanks.. for being honest. hahaha!=P
4.Ang huli kong binili ay
_cigarette case. =P
5.Ang huli kong kinain ay
_toblerone.
6.Ang cellphone ko ay
_n7610
7.Ang huling nag misscall sa fone ko ay si
_archie
8.Ang huling nag text sa kin ay si
_archie
9.Nagising ako kaninang
_7am ata..
10.Pagkagising ko
_nainis na agad ako.
11.Ako ay nasa
_kama.
12.Ang kulay ng suot ko ngaun ay
_tshirt at senior high jogging pants.
13.Ang kulay ng bed sheet ko ngayon ay
_mickey mouse ung sa tinutulugan ko, ung sa kwarto ko, purple..
14.Naiinis ako sa
_kanya
15.Natutuwa naman ako sa
_lame jokes ni brod ian..
16.Namimiss ko na
_ang bestfriend ko.
17.Hindi ko naman namimiss
_yung mga hindi dapat mamiss.
18.Huli akong uminom
_kanina
19.Ang ininom ko ay
_iced tea.
20.Kasama ko si
_sandra bullock.
21.Ang oras ngayon ay
_9:17pm
22.Ang nag send sakin ng survey na to..
_patty
23.Nagsasagot ako nito kasi
_antisocial ako ngayon.
24.Huli akong umiyak nung
_waaaah. kanina. :(
25.Umiyak ako dahil
_life's a bitch.
26.Huli naman akong tumawa nung
_kaninang umaga
27.Pinatawa naman ako ni
_kuya mark
28.Crush ko si
_micko perez. wahaha. talagang sinabe. :P
29.Crush naman ako ni
_micko perez. pero hindi pa ata sya aware.
30.Pero mahal ko si
_micko perez. hahaha OA na. si orton naman. :D
31.Mahal naman ako ni
_randy keith orton. :D
32.Ang kantang pinakikinggan ko ngayon ay
_wala
33.Gusto kong
_matulog ng hindi maga ang mata.
34.Gusto ko ng matapos tong survey na to kasi
_gusto ko ng iba..
35.Hindi ko na alam kung pano tatapusin tong
survey kaya
_au revoir!
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1. lets start with your name
* Mariel Josine David-ORTON.
2. unang araw na nakita ka sa mundo
* march 5 1988
3. living with parents?
* yep. free board and lodging. haha.
4. first time you fell inlove?
* three years ago..
5. naging kayo?
* yeah.
6. jeep or bus?
* ugh. CAR.
7.gaano katagal yung record mo ng pakikipag
usap sa fone?
* 5 hours straight.
8. softdrinks or icedtea?
* iced tea
9. first thng na ginawa mo pag gising mo?
* check phone..
10. pag naliligo ka ano una mong binabasa?
* hair..
11. ano dream car mo?
* honda s2000 set up just like suki's.. :D
12. 10 years from now.. ilan taon ka?
* 28.
13. what are u thinking ryt now?
* ewan.
14. any saying's?
* what if fine isnt good enough?
15. choice of color?
* purplink
16. line ba ang phone mo?
* yep. a line about to be cut off when my bill arrives.
17. wer are you ryt now?
* my kuya's room which has been my room for 3 weeks now. accdg to him, i took over already. haha.
18. wat r u wearing ryt now?
* shirt and senior high jogging pants
19. nagsasalamin ka ba sa mata?
* supposed to. but NO.
20. may pet ka?
* bless monster.
21. ano?
* my baby.
22. long hair ka or short hair?
* long
23.anong paborito mong pagkain?
* chocolate
24. your fav. coffee shop?
* that green and brown coffee place i frequent before exams.
25. anong ringtone mo?
* nothing's free
26. na try mo na bang bunutin ipin mo?
* yeah.
27. trip mo bang mag around the world?
* MY DREAM.
28. astig ka ba?
* astig is relative.
29.ano ka smart o globe?!..
* globe and sun. but im smart.
30. bat mo cnagot itong surbey?
* im antisocial.
31. galit ka sa bakla???
* no
32. sa tingin mo cno pinakagago na tao?
* sino pa.
33. fav band? any?
* boyz ii men. do they count?
34. ano ginagawa mo pagnagagalit?
* cry, throw things.
35.madalas ka bang madapa?
* yep.
37. nagaaral ka ba?
* right now, no. enjoying summer.
38. masrap ba magyosi?
* YES. DEFINITELY. :D
39. ilan gusto mong anak?
* 7. who can handle them?!
40. san mo gusto magaral?
* ewan.
41.umiinom ka ba ng alak?
* yeap.
42. baliw ka ba?
* yeap.
43.Ilang beses ka na na ospital?
* a lot.
44.bakit?
* asthma.. and then some.
45.sino idol mo?
* jackie kennedy.
46.gma or abs cbn?
* jack tv.
47. paboritong tv show?
* smackdown (even if wwe sucks now)
48. bad trip ka?
* YES.
49.taas o baba?
* taas
50. religion?
* paper roman catholic.
51.people u hate?
* them.
52. takot ka ba sa isang hayop?
* creepy crawlies, cats
53. ano gusto mong ipangalan sa isang aso?
* MONSTER.
54. san mo gusto laging magpunta?
* starbucks.
55. madalas ka bang uminom ng beer or alak?
* not anymore.
56. lasing ka lagi?
* not anymore
57. pagod ka na ba?
* yep.
58. madalas ka bang mag yosi?
* yes.
59. saan?
* brickwall, starbucks.
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| mind over matter. RIGHT. |
[25 Apr 2006|09:45pm] |
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after 5 years, i finally saw my teeth bare again.
yesterday, i went to my new dentist to have new braces. yup, the whole package. new brackets, wires, elastics, even a new payment. (what is it with people? why do we pay 50k just to feel pain?!)
i know...
beauty is pain.
grrrr.
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[22 Apr 2006|01:16pm] |
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what...
1. bothers you ryt now?
* a lot of stuff.
2. is your favorite month/s of the year?
* march and december. bday and christmas. :D
3. was your dream last night?
* hmmm. cant remember.
4. is your greatest fear?
* failure. blood. needles.
5. was the best thing that happened to you this week?
* ewaaaaaannnnnnn.
6. are u planning to do this weekend?
* REST.
7. can you promise to the one you love?
* im not in love with anyone. not anymore. :)
8. will you wish for if you have a genie?
* contentment. :)
WHO...
1.are yOu thinking of ryt now?
* teddy :P
2. do you run to when you're down?
* where do you go when youre lonely?? haha. besties. :)
3. are the most influential people in your life ryt now?
* parents
4. was the laST person you went out with?
* friends.
5. is the one you're missing ryt now?
* ewan.
6. will you call/text later?
* whoever.
7. completes your day?
* ewan.
8. starts your day?
* GOD.
WHEN...
1. will you take a bath?
* done. :)
2. will ou watch a movie?
* oooohhhh. after a few weeks.
3. was the first time you fell in love?
* hahaha. years ago.
4. was the last time you went out with your friends?
* yesterday
5. was the last time you said "i love you"?
* and really meant it? years ago.
6. was the last time you read a book?
* yesterday
7. was the last time you asked for help?
* last night, kay brod edgardo. :) haha.
8. was the last time you kissed your dad/mom?
* this morning.
9. did u last receive a gift?
* wednesday?
DO...
1.Do u have a crush?
* yes
2.Do u believe in love?
* yes
3.Do u easily get attracted to the opposite sex?
* no
4.Do u get jealous easily?
* YES.
1.Any people in-love with u right now?
* yep. lucky for him i love him too. hahhaa!=P kidding bez :)
2.Want to get married?
* after law school.
3.Ever did something unusual for love?
* yeeeaah.
4.What do u notice first in a person?
* eyes
5.Last person u fell in-love with or currently inlove with?
* bez.
6. Are you missing someone right now?
* yes.
1.saan ka nagHS?
: : st.paul pque
2.teacher's enemy ka ba?
:: of course not. :) well maybe droopy's. haha. ms ruiz!
3.anong kulay ng bolpen ang lagi mong gamit?
:: black and purple.
4.parasite ka ba?
:: hell no. :)
5.nagpapakopya?
:: yup. two heads are better than one. :D and more than two heads are better than two. :D
6.nagdadala ka ba ng sarili mong papel?
:: yup.:)
7.nasa top 10 ka ba ng klase?
:: yup. except in 1st yr and 4th yr. pullout. :p
8.sino ang pinakaayaw mong teacher?
:: torres?
9.e pinaka-favorite?
:: pepito? hahahaa.
10.pinakaayaw mong klasmeyt?
:: hay. sino kaya??
11.anong subject ang may highest grade mo?
:: english and psych.
12.lowest subject?
:: research ata..
13.sino ang crush mo during those days?
:: ewan.
14.ano ang theme song mo sa kanya?
:: because of you. bleh. haha.
15.fave events?
:: st pauls day :D
16.saan ang paborito mong place sa klasrum?
:: sa tapat ng aircon. -->ako din. haha. :D
17.natutulog ka ba sa klase?
:: o0 naman. :D
18.favorite mo ba ang PE?
:: NO.
19.may swimming pool ba kayo sa skul?
:: YUP. :D
20.oval?
:: hindi oval.haha. -->oo nga. pa-rectangle. haha.
21.basketball court?
:: yup.
22.naisip mo na bang sunugin ang skul niyo?
:: you can think of anything :P
23.nagprom ba kayo? sinong partner mo?
:: NO..
24.may nakaaway ka bang teacher?
:: o0 naman..
25.ano ang pinakamamimiss mo sa HS?
:: joketime sa corridor.. tapos secret.. tapos ung paglalaro sa quad nung 4th yr! haha!.. patintero!
26.worst kalokohan nung hayskul?
:: ewan.
27.greatest regret?
:: not doing my best.
28f given the chance, gusto m p b ulit HS?
:: the entire thing, no.. -->ako din.
29anu-ano sections mo nung HS?
:: 1-st. therese, 2-st.cecilia, 3-st.angela, 4-
st.teresa
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its 1145 and i find it weird that im not texting with someone.
rawr.
im confused. i cant fall. i wont fall. i SHOULDNT fall. falling for him would only complicate things. i enjoy every minute i spend with him, but things are just so unclear that im not even sure of anything now. heck, im not even sure of how i feel. i dont know how he feels. when were with other people, i feel so much different than when its just the two of us. i cant afford to invest so much in something im insure of. thats not like me. and please dont lecture me on taking risks and all, because right now, taking that kind of risk is at the bottom of my to-do list. so, no. at least not now. fucking crap. what is wrong with me!? why do i run away from it?? grrrr. im scared, i know. but scared of what?? gaaaaaaah.
kill me now.
no, seriously, kill me now.
you know what makes things all the more confusing?...
my hands fit perfectly in his and his in mine.
tumalon kaya ako sa bangin upang iyong sagipin?
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| pag bakla nga naman ang kapatid.. |
[15 Apr 2006|06:19pm] |
bwisit, bwisit, bwisit talaga si kuya jeff. nagmessage sakin si reiman sa ym at hindi sinabi sakin. pagsoli niya sakin ng laptop nakalogout na si reiman.
grrrroooowwwwllll!!!!
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[02 Apr 2006|05:59pm] |
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wala lang.
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| goodnight... |
[26 Mar 2006|11:32pm] |
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i lie awake and feel your nearness i never wanted more than this
i don't wanna run beneath your tears
i don't wanna catch them when they're falling
but now i lie upon my face and though we tried
i guess that's the way it's supposed to be
don't say goodbye say goodnight so it's not over
and if you try and answer why it's just over it's goodbye
i hope to see the dawn of daybreak and the sun rise to cloudless skies
and now i've tried to see the truth but i close my eyes
and you were there for me and i was there for you
don't say goodbye say goodnight so it's not over
and if you try and answer why it's just over it's goodbye
but now i lie upon my face and though we tried
i guess that's the way it's supposed to be
don't say goodbye say goodnight so it's not over
and if you try and answer why it's just over it's goodbye
it's goodbye...
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where do you go when youre lonely?
where do you go when youre blue?
where do you go when youre lonely?
I'LL FOLLOW YOU.
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